So you asked me and I told you. Finally you know everything. Actually it isn't anything. I think I only told you 30%. Then we met more frequently. That is bad. Really bad. I start building up expectations. I have to manage myself as I told you. Am I angry on you? Maybe a bit but.. I grow up now.. Is it because I grow up or I love you too much? I couldn't figure out. I don't know how things will end.. I think I won't be like last time... not that worse I hope.

Ups and down ups and down...