And then today you told me you were not well. I feel like I want to run to you and take care of you. I wish I could. All the sorrow I had last night were gone. I laughed again at my silliness. You really make my day...

留住你心，於我心內

留住昨天，於我心內，
不肯丟棄，留到未來；
留待那天，當我寂寥，
可以回味這份愛。

情在昨天，湧進心內，
舒適的感覺，和你同來；
流入我心，將結解開，
使我嘗盡瘋狂愛，
如斯的優美。

我像人換骨，又脫胎，
坐白雲浮到天外；
我像人著火，又似是中魔，
發誓留住昨天的愛，
昨天的愛。

留住你心，於我心內，
當天的感覺，就會回來；
留待雨天，解我憂傷，
使我回味這份愛，
重回味這份愛。

Yes i cry...

So you asked me and I told you. Finally you know everything. Actually it isn't anything. I think I only told you 30%. Then we met more frequently. That is bad. Really bad. I start building up expectations. I have to manage myself as I told you. Am I angry on you? Maybe a bit but.. I grow up now.. Is it because I grow up or I love you too much? I couldn't figure out. I don't know how things will end.. I think I won't be like last time... not that worse I hope.

Ups and down ups and down...

You called me tonight. You will never know how happy I was when I saw your text message. I was actually trying on lipsticks. We chated and chated... although we didn't meet at the end... I was very pleased...

盲目

你知道嗎? 我想說, 是我的話我不會捨得讓你在那珍貴的早上的一小時睡不了. 我會偷偷地起來, 不打擾你睡. 我會傾力愛惜我深愛的人. 那個愛晚睡的大男孩.


熱淚盈眶, 也流了點出來...

I saw you. I don't know how you feel. I suppose you want to see me. You will never know how happy I was when I heard the beep sound of the text message at the moment when i finished the class tonight. At that moment I thought it was you directly, instinctly. A quarter second later, I realized that it wouldn't be you. Must be my girl friends whom I was supposed to meet tonight. But then when I saw the message and discovered that it was actually you... it was like flowers blossoming everywhere around me at that particular moment... really felt as if I misread the message... anyway.. we met.

I am not Susan. I don't want to be Susan. I must get rid of him in my mind. I need to be focused.

Yes I can do it.