So when I'm crying hard, you shoot me an email. I didn't know, not until very late. A bitter smile. Why it is like this every single time?

I miss you man....

I cried. Again. Because I'm stupid. Because I have expectation. Because I overestimated myself.

Are you sick, honey?

I just cried. Because... I told a friend today I'm so frustrated. He asked why and I said because I feel empty inside. He asked why empty. I said, probably because I've done too much evil things recently. I'm so frustrated and fragile, man. I'd cry nonstop if anyone gives me a hug now.

得不了當然忘不了

我會化做螢火蟲 我會當你是彩虹

I think I was hurt. Not by you but by myself... what a poor silly girl...

Take me to far away way to your secret place.... 用最孤獨的心 換最溫柔的愛

龚柯允-KAREN KONG《In Love Again》
作词(Song Lyrics Written By) : Choi Sung Woo,Yoo Yoo Jin
作曲(Music Composed By) : 侧田(Justin Lo)

When you smile My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby sleep at midnight
I'll be hypotizes when looked into your eyes
turn off the room light Let's spend the night

Take me to far away way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in LOVE
In LOVE again ...

When the stars don't shine
and when the birds don't fly
and when the flowers cry
and when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I'm still in LOVE with you

ooh..oh..oo.. Take me to far away
way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in LOVE
In LOVE again .. yeah yeah yeahh..

oh..oh...oh.. yeah.. yeah.. a..yeah .... oh.oh.. ohhh ...

Take me to far away
way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
In love again .....
woo.. wooo.....

我看見你了. 原來你發生了那麼多的事情. 我在想, 如果那一刻, 可以來看看你, 照料你, 那多好. 又如果, 在那事情發生後到現在的一段時間裡, 我們能夠通通電, 互道一些近況, 那又多好.

你說有關家的一切一切, 我是那麼的羨慕. 你說了很多不同的 situation 後, 我馬上在想, 如果是我, 我又會怎樣呢? 我羨慕, 我期待是那家的一份子.

Nearly two weeks la. Time flies. Don't know what's going on. Why are you so coold to me?

"我唔甘心, 但我會認命."

-- 野田惠

It's been a week. What's going on? Am disappointed. I won't say I get hurt. Don't think the wound has ever recovered. It's been bleeding since the beginning. What happened? I told myself, things were over. Sadly.

It has been four full days that we didn't contact each other... don't know how's thing going to turn out... can't see anything out there...

We have some very very happy moments together. I like them. I'm sure you enjoyed them too. I'm waiting your hug, man.

You're Part Diva

You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world. And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn... You do amp up the drama when you know you need it. You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead.

Are You a Diva?

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You Are Fall Flowers

Beautiful yet often forgotten.

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I've deleted your number. Deleted and re-added. Deleted and re-added. How silly I am. I start feeling like I'm a toy. A toy to play when you are bored. I don't get angry. Because I know you are not conscious about this. You are lucky that I have grown up. I don't know what to do but I sort of thinking to react passively. I think I've convinced myself not to do anything proactive. Afterall I need to protect myself. I am on my own.