I cried. Again. Because I'm stupid. Because I have expectation. Because I overestimated myself.

Are you sick, honey?

I just cried. Because... I told a friend today I'm so frustrated. He asked why and I said because I feel empty inside. He asked why empty. I said, probably because I've done too much evil things recently. I'm so frustrated and fragile, man. I'd cry nonstop if anyone gives me a hug now.

得不了當然忘不了

我會化做螢火蟲 我會當你是彩虹

I think I was hurt. Not by you but by myself... what a poor silly girl...

Take me to far away way to your secret place.... 用最孤獨的心 換最溫柔的愛

龚柯允-KAREN KONG《In Love Again》
作词(Song Lyrics Written By) : Choi Sung Woo,Yoo Yoo Jin
作曲(Music Composed By) : 侧田(Justin Lo)

When you smile My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby sleep at midnight
I'll be hypotizes when looked into your eyes
turn off the room light Let's spend the night

Take me to far away way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in LOVE
In LOVE again ...

When the stars don't shine
and when the birds don't fly
and when the flowers cry
and when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I'm still in LOVE with you

ooh..oh..oo.. Take me to far away
way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in LOVE
In LOVE again .. yeah yeah yeahh..

oh..oh...oh.. yeah.. yeah.. a..yeah .... oh.oh.. ohhh ...

Take me to far away
way to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain For which I'll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
In love again .....
woo.. wooo.....

我看見你了. 原來你發生了那麼多的事情. 我在想, 如果那一刻, 可以來看看你, 照料你, 那多好. 又如果, 在那事情發生後到現在的一段時間裡, 我們能夠通通電, 互道一些近況, 那又多好.

你說有關家的一切一切, 我是那麼的羨慕. 你說了很多不同的 situation 後, 我馬上在想, 如果是我, 我又會怎樣呢? 我羨慕, 我期待是那家的一份子.

Nearly two weeks la. Time flies. Don't know what's going on. Why are you so coold to me?

"我唔甘心, 但我會認命."

-- 野田惠

It's been a week. What's going on? Am disappointed. I won't say I get hurt. Don't think the wound has ever recovered. It's been bleeding since the beginning. What happened? I told myself, things were over. Sadly.

It has been four full days that we didn't contact each other... don't know how's thing going to turn out... can't see anything out there...

We have some very very happy moments together. I like them. I'm sure you enjoyed them too. I'm waiting your hug, man.

You're Part Diva

You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world. And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn... You do amp up the drama when you know you need it. You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead.

Are You a Diva?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

You Are Fall Flowers

Beautiful yet often forgotten.

What Part of Fall Are You?

Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

I've deleted your number. Deleted and re-added. Deleted and re-added. How silly I am. I start feeling like I'm a toy. A toy to play when you are bored. I don't get angry. Because I know you are not conscious about this. You are lucky that I have grown up. I don't know what to do but I sort of thinking to react passively. I think I've convinced myself not to do anything proactive. Afterall I need to protect myself. I am on my own.

復刻回憶

So we met more frequent now. I enjoyed our dates very much. And I know you enjoyed too. I don't know where we're going. Don't think you have any idea too.

I'm trying.

Yes I'm trying hard. Please support me. I need encouragement.

李嘉欣提到自己試過 5年單身，但不覺得有老公是一生成就，她說：「好多女人都希望有人可以 complete your life，但其實冇人可以，除咗你自己。有啲嘢你逼自己去追求，反而會離你越嚟越遠，譬如話感情、男人，我當時就覺得我係豁出去，我可以畀自己想要嘅生活，點解我要崩潰？」

And then today you told me you were not well. I feel like I want to run to you and take care of you. I wish I could. All the sorrow I had last night were gone. I laughed again at my silliness. You really make my day...

留住你心，於我心內

留住昨天，於我心內，
不肯丟棄，留到未來；
留待那天，當我寂寥，
可以回味這份愛。

情在昨天，湧進心內，
舒適的感覺，和你同來；
流入我心，將結解開，
使我嘗盡瘋狂愛，
如斯的優美。

我像人換骨，又脫胎，
坐白雲浮到天外；
我像人著火，又似是中魔，
發誓留住昨天的愛，
昨天的愛。

留住你心，於我心內，
當天的感覺，就會回來；
留待雨天，解我憂傷，
使我回味這份愛，
重回味這份愛。

Yes i cry...

So you asked me and I told you. Finally you know everything. Actually it isn't anything. I think I only told you 30%. Then we met more frequently. That is bad. Really bad. I start building up expectations. I have to manage myself as I told you. Am I angry on you? Maybe a bit but.. I grow up now.. Is it because I grow up or I love you too much? I couldn't figure out. I don't know how things will end.. I think I won't be like last time... not that worse I hope.

Ups and down ups and down...

You called me tonight. You will never know how happy I was when I saw your text message. I was actually trying on lipsticks. We chated and chated... although we didn't meet at the end... I was very pleased...

盲目

你知道嗎? 我想說, 是我的話我不會捨得讓你在那珍貴的早上的一小時睡不了. 我會偷偷地起來, 不打擾你睡. 我會傾力愛惜我深愛的人. 那個愛晚睡的大男孩.


熱淚盈眶, 也流了點出來...

I saw you. I don't know how you feel. I suppose you want to see me. You will never know how happy I was when I heard the beep sound of the text message at the moment when i finished the class tonight. At that moment I thought it was you directly, instinctly. A quarter second later, I realized that it wouldn't be you. Must be my girl friends whom I was supposed to meet tonight. But then when I saw the message and discovered that it was actually you... it was like flowers blossoming everywhere around me at that particular moment... really felt as if I misread the message... anyway.. we met.

I am not Susan. I don't want to be Susan. I must get rid of him in my mind. I need to be focused.

Yes I can do it.

未讓這世界查覺 暗暗地記載

真係有d頂唔順了. 頂得好辛苦. 今日我多口/手問人o野, 跟住就有人update 我了. 好似五雷轟頂, 天旋地轉, 又好似俾人掏空o甘. 好苦, 好苦.

好想知, 我的出路是什麼?

Nice song... i like it very much... 但係我唔捨得

原來情動正是這樣

不要驚動愛情

走到這一步, 就是因為, 我不想／不敢／不要驚動愛情.

是我錯了嗎?

原來你就住在我的身體

原來真係唔會無感覺的. 呢句o野係你話o既. 今天我整天都在忐忑中渡過. 從此飄於世間, 像夢遊.

有人話如果你不是娶/嫁一個你真心喜歡的人, 你段婚姻唔deserve blessing. o甘我都唔祝福你了.

都話你永遠o係我好失望既時候俾我希望, 又o係我滿懷希望的時候disappoint我.

D-Day 好快就到了. 尋晚我又跌入失落之中, 然後, 你又來了. 我諗, 你都好忐忑. 其實我都係, 雖然成件事唔關我事.

祝好(和我)!

你叫我唔好嬲左你... 我好想笑喎.... 真係勁, 連嬲都唔俾

倚星細語...... 畢竟那段如沐春風

何韻詩 – 木紋

曲︰張繼聰
詞︰黃偉文
唱︰何韻詩


如果 一手鋸開枯樹 木不會發現痛
不過 日日澆水的我 覺得被挖空
如果 必須結束關係 難扮成從未栽種
讓我 數著年輪 這些年輪 我的心會痛

畢竟那段如沐春風
早刻進百年長的信
在信中 圈圈緊扣 情感多深厚
前因 非因 錯種分開簡單 抹去往事極難
幾多溫馨 燭光晚餐
難以用 斧頭一劈 叫畫面飛散
伴侶沒了 記憶會為患
倚星細語 抱月夜談
歷歷在目 錄下年鑑
來年樹倒 身影孤 煙花散
年輪未可推翻 化不淡
情長未可推翻 化不淡

緣慳 但是人非草木 並不會太易慣
刻個 木造的心給我 痛苦未會減
情願 舊事連根一拔 忘滅如燃盡的炭
但我 數著年輪 幾圈年輪 已經濕了眼分手與又平復之間
少不過百年零一晚
就怕翻風的一晚 回首貪一眼
回憶急速擴散

就怕新婚的一晚 臨終貪一眼
徒添幾分慨嘆

昨夜星光燦爛

miss

英國: [/mɪs/]
1.miss

2.to fail to hit, catch, reach, etc. something 未擊中；未得到；未達到；錯過

3.to fail to hear, see or notice something 未見到；未聽到；未覺察

4.to fail to understand something 不理解；不懂

5.to fail to be or go somewhere 不在；不去；錯過

6.to fail to do something 不做；錯過

7.to not take the opportunity to do something 錯過機會

8.to be or arrive too late for something 遲到；趕不上；錯過

9.to feel sad because you can no longer see somebody or do something that you like 懷念；思念

10.to notice that somebody/something is not where they/it should be 發覺丟失；發覺…不在原處

11.to avoid something unpleasant 避開（不愉快的事）

12.used before the family name, or the first and family name, of a woman who is not married, in order to speak or write to her politely （用於未婚女子姓氏或姓名前，以示禮貌）小姐，女士

13.a title given to the winner of a beauty contest in a particular country, town, etc. （選美比賽優勝者的頭銜）小姐

14.used especially by men to address a young woman when they do not know her name （稱呼不知姓名的年輕女子）小姐

15.used as a form of address by children in some schools to a woman teacher, whether she is married or not （學生對女教師的稱呼）

16.a girl or young woman 少女；年輕女子

17.a failure to hit, catch or reach something 未擊中；未得到；未到達；錯過

從此飄於世間像夢遊

令我沮喪的是, 今天就在那個路上, 那個時間, 碰到了. 本來, 我是會很開心的. 今天, 我覺得好討厭. 愈不要碰上, 愈是碰上. 其實之前的一刻我是有想到的. 他跑過來, 但我其實是想跟他說, "你可唔可以走開, 我十級唔想見到你, 以後." 但我若無其事地吹了一輪水.

我真係以後都唔想見到你. Full stop.

報告

完全徹底地放棄了. 電話亦刪除了.

Move on, 重新上路.

祝好.

可是我 有時候 寧願選擇留戀不放手

紅豆
作曲:柳重言, 編曲:Alex San
監製:, 填詞:林夕


還沒好好的感受　雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖　會更明白　甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手　走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後　學會珍惜　天長和地久

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆　熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享　會更明白　相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受　醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右　你才追求　孤獨的自由

如果有神

祂一定很討厭我.

我, 輸得一敗塗地. 像是把以前一直儲落的籌碼一舖清袋, 多年來的小心翼翼, 都枉費徒然.

我只是大胆了一次, take risk 一下, 好叫自己不後悔.

都衰埋. 但, 我要振作.


至少姿勢好.

你喝了好酒, 又與我何干?

Why can't you just say a few words to make me happy?

You said the year is dangerous... i've already done a lot of dangerous things and put myself on a very risky position. Don't you know?

成為我愛演的一個我

有好消息有壞消息. 所有消息 mixed 到我根本唔識得去分, 去笑, 去哭.

在昏亂的消息重重圍困下, 我的壞基因隱隱地暗示給我知道呢單野有幾唔fair, 佢有幾妄顧我的感受.

但係呢, 好基因話愛人不應該是這樣的. 發佢圍大大聲話佢個人好討厭又如何呢? 結果是不會改變的. 愛他便要令他快樂, or at least 不令他不快樂. 我也分不清這樣做會不會很自虐, 難道是"成為我愛演的一個我"?

發完sms之後的一刻, 胸口像滾水貼近沸點般的澎湃, 情感好像一下子要爆發出來一樣, 抑鬱滿腔.

女人有一樣神賜的東西叫直覺. 我知對其他人唔fair, 但係直覺叫我 buy time 先 settle 這一邊. 我知我壞, 某程度上, 其他人的fault 係俾一個excuse 我去放任我自己.

如果有神, 希望佢俾我力量, 去過這一關又一關的考驗.

I am a really nice girl, i know

"Dear man, wish you a happy and worry-free year of Tiger and Valentine's day, in whatever you do..."

這份情像翅膀打開

真的倦了....

Must Say Goodbye

我明知唔係同你睇, 我都話係同你睇. 你都話係.

我送過俾你, 因為 at that time i really mean it.

依家我要再 go through 一次.

振作呀... 頂住呀

This is sweet

3 B
3 B
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4.3 A+
4 A
4.01

一定要努力點了. 就算再多幾根白髮, 也在所不辭.

別了數十天, 是你又來電. 剛好一個月. 你又來了, 你來告訴我你那短短的一段報導. 其實, 我在山下的街頭是看到那份報的, 我故意不買. 因為我才稍微有點能力吃力地去收拾一下那一發不可收拾的心情, 正要轉身準備步進那熟悉的刪除程式中, 我又怎能像從前那樣輕易地前功盡廢掉? 我真的成長了. 活著為自己(他日不活著亦不為誰). 而你忽然又在我毫無準備的情況下, 殺我一個措手不及. 我只能迷信地相信你真的剋著我. 好可惡.

我極力地抑制著自己不要太露, 太露便不美了. 但我內心還是歡慰的. Dear man, You make my day. (我會有告訴你這一段的一天嗎?)

很想知道, 那個巧合的一月祭, 是有意還是無意的?

我想, 我不會和你去看那個fortune teller 了. 我記不起何以我當年心思這樣不細密地拉你去看相. 是我當時已成功地把你放進了delete 的程式中? 還是年紀輕天不怕地不怕? 應該不是. 可幸是我忘了當年的話. 我以為自己記性很好, 其實不然. 無論如何, 今天的我應該承受不住了. 我害怕聽見那些嚇人的話. 不要不要.

之後

之後, 他做了一點事. 在之後的數天, 他傳了我短訊, 問我有沒有用那份禮物. 然後一天, 他又再問一次.

都使我心花怒放. 在看路不要有祈望的大前提下, 我還是抱有一點祈望.

之後, 我也做了一些事. 買了一些很好吃的蛋糕, 在一天下午問他要不要吃世上最美味的蛋糕. 然後約好了, 在那天半夜帶給他品嚐, 和他分享. 然後再次去漫步, 這晚, 沒有酒.

要做的都做了. 還有什麼膽怯的人應該去做的?

在等待回音中...

2010年的第一場哭

在昨天晚上,今天零晨哭了.哭得可憐.

希望2010年哭得少些,快樂多些.

... and we kissed

原來唔係呀(暫時)

超開心!!!

我喜歡的一首五月天

是他很喜歡的一個樂團.

斷線

要斷線了. 真係要,不是說笑的. 今天,他告訴我要送我一份christmas gift.

好驚.看來,要發生的事始終要發生了.

我真的不想要.可不可以不送我?

Indefinitely

終生學習

細個好想快d大個,因為自覺好多野自己都識,想快d出來面對社會.

好一個自以為是的白痴妹.

原來,好多野,就算你讀到phd,你解決到四色問題,都唔一定會handle得到的.

包括面對一個你喜歡的人給你的surprise,內容可能是"btw,我下個月四號結婚."

唔該,唔好請我,我再大方得體,還是承受不來的.

放手

要放棄了.

在這期間,發生了一些讓我樂透的事. 我以為,事情真的要發生了.

之後,什麼也沒有發生.

同時,我也發現,有些曾經以為一輩子也抹不掉的感覺,那個"抹不掉"的理由,是自己賦予上去的,然後自己不停地reinforce. 沒什麼所謂的忘不了,忘記從來都是unconsicous 的,忘不了才是conscious.

I need to forget consciously.

某年仲夏

又是夏天，又想起那年夏天。

我第一次看見你，不是在去camp那天，是在之前的那個orientation。很想知道是誰人發明出來的玩意，去camp 之前要來個orientation。我好記得，當天我遲到了少許。因為我shy。你可能不那樣認為，但其實我是shy 到不得了的人。我遲是因為我好怕同陌生人認識打招呼，我想避開。 我記得在那個balcony那裡，我走上來時探頭向上望，看見了你們。然後在玩暖場遊戲中，你已經留意到我。

如果那年我生了一個女兒，她今年應該十六歲了。

我知道在當時的一群人中，留意你的，不止我一個，也不止我和她兩個。但到了今天，還把你留在心中想念，不停把我們的一切一切重溫重組，還有誰呢？連我自己也覺得這樣想念很過份，很過份。

一直也覺得佛家說緣這回事，說得很浪漫。前世五百次的回眸才換得今世的擦肩而過。我好想知道， 我前世是積累了多少次回眸，才換得與你今生的相識相知。

好浪漫。

而那個能夠獲得萬千寵愛在一身的人，他前世究竟做了什麼，今生可以有那麼多的人愛著他?

心里的狮子

心里的狮子

作词：姚若龙　作曲：陈小霞
演出：潘裕文　专辑：夏雨诗（EP）

一夕改变的命运　一夜长大的必须
渺小的自己　假装平静
巨大的孤寂　却骚动不已

我们紧握着手心　眼睛微笑成星星
在子夜轮替　守护指引
外面太冰冷　就披上风衣


带着站在心里的狮子　穿过更像丛林的城市
没有意志　就没有钥匙　能打开未来做最想做的事
跟着跑在心里的狮子　优雅但却勇敢地尝试
拥有支持　才拥有天使　完成我一个人做不到的事

有陪伴的人不害怕　不害怕的人最潇洒
只要迈的步伐够大　被贴的标签会飞走吧

又夢見他

可能昨天晚上臨睡前看過想過他的東西，所以又夢見他.今天心情特別好.

唔... 好白痴...

Interim review

半年結

1. 生意有d眉目<--- 未有,要積極d
2. 日文<--- 未學,但未必學,因為no.8.
3. 買樓<--- 又未,儲緊錢
4. 最遲2010結婚,因為想生2011 bb <--- 唔知呀!!!
5. 繼續教書 <--- 應該會,同埋我都enjoy
6. 買車 <--- 應該會, 因為想服侍家人
7. 講好d普通話 <--- 想搵個人做language exchange
8. 讀書 <--- yes! 就快開學啦啦隊 好期待...
9. 運動 <--- 都開始緊
10. 寫作 <--- 亦都開始緊

都唔係太差.可以control 的事我都努力當中.我需要鼓勵!

我說過要你快樂 - 吳國敬

喜歡一個人

喜歡一個人，就是有他在的場合，你會特別開心.

是真的.

有人說這樣很sweet. Well, it depends.

謝謝你給了我一個愉快的晚上，Mr 18.



從不知

曲：郭小霖
詞：林振強
編：郭小霖

曾經跟千片葉
飄進微冷的秋
紅的葉風中翻飛
爭先前去親你
如今身邊暖夏
雖已塗去了秋
紅的葉心中翻飛
彷彿仍要找你
從不知從不知
何解你充塞我所思
陽光中無枯枝
何解我心中有秋意
還須多少片葉
飄過微冷的秋
才不用偷偷憶起
秋中微笑的你

我唔寂寞但我感到孤獨

繼續 copy and paste

You Crave a Remarkable Life

Your dream is to live an interesting, challenging, surprising life. You want to change and grow. You believe life is short, and there's more to see and learn than you could ever imagine. You don't want to waste time or be stagnant. If you feel bored, then it's probably time to get moving. You want to live a life full of people, places, ideas, and experiences. You desire many amazing memories.

The Sunset Test

Copy and paste 呢 d test 都唔錯,慳水慳力....

似d樣....

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie... Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act You're the type of woman that men love to chase But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

Do Men Find You a Challenge?

仲驚....

Your Heart is Feeling Indifference

Your heart is pretty much on hiatus right now. You're not particularly interested in love, and you're cultivating a sort of romantic apathy. Whether you've been burned badly or you're just burned out, your heart is cold to passion. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: A bit of cold heartedness Your current outlook on love: Detached and stoic - you try to analyze love from a logical perspective Your love life will improve if you: Open up a little. Stepping back can help you find peace with your emotions, but it can also make you repress them. Watch out for: Too much cynicism. Indifference can lead you down a dark path.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

真的嗎？

It's Rather Easy For You to Fall in Love

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

我應該去查案

昨天晚上很偶然地給我無意中發現他的她的網誌.唔,她是一個很單純的女孩.

忽然之間對他的感覺淡了. 我想我對自己的了解多了.

結論: 最愛的永遠是得不到的那一個.

You Are a Classic Martini

You are a sophisticated drinker, who knows that quality is underrated. You're a knowledgeable drunk, but sometimes you're a know-it-all when you're blasted. You should never: Drink and gossip. You tend to forget who's standing right behind you! Your ideal party: Has a real bartender...though no one mixes a better drink than you. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Chocolate Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Margarita Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

今天

今天你給我傳短訊,意外地.

我開心,跟自己說'finally'.

然後我們談別人的很多,我也盡力地在演我的好友角色.是真的在演,真的把心理也調教到那個friend過打band的朋友身份上.

對,我從來都是口不對心的.

你今天說人大了再不能說乖,我想和你說我是一個好人.一直地扮演那好友的角色,縱使戲份不多.

好朋友,可是你不知道,今天我上班遲到了.因為你,我眷戀著那個夢鄉.

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude You've got lots of it - and you love to give it A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

Your Colors Say You Are Quirky

When you are at peace, you are: Giving and unselfish When you are moved to act, you are: Unorthodox and idealistic When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Totally in the moment Your life's purpose is: To change the world

The Ultimate Color Test

新年新計劃

1. 生意有d眉目
2. 日文
3. 買樓
4. 最遲2010結婚,因為想生2011 bb
5. 繼續教書
6. 買車
7. 講好d普通話
8. 讀書
9. 運動
10. 寫作

To be continued...

Happy New Year

甜美生活

這陣子老是覺得生活很苦，拚命工作，又忙著花心思照顧身邊的人.有些人生活一直過得很輕鬆，自己心裡暗自羨慕．其實我都可以呀.我要提醒自己，要像個太陽，不一定每天都能艷陽高照，或陰天或毛毛雨，但總要懷著信心走下去，暖暖的開滿一地花朵.

I am a lemon

You Are a Lemon

You have a very distinct personality. And if you're not being sweet, you're a little hard to take. You're a bit overpowering, especially in one on one situations. And while you are very dominant, sometimes your power is needed and appreciated. You can liven up a dull situation, and you definitely bring a fresh outlook. You are a bit of an acquired taste, and you tend to grow on people over time. People feel refreshed and rejuvenated after spending time with you.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

My generation

人說三年一個generation.我的那個generation 出現過什麼?

1.魚一丁
2.黃金商場內的K2時裝店
3.爛唱王菲的多得他
4.花園餐廳
5.耀華街早期的LG
6.還是以綠啡色作主調，還在用粗糙紙袋盛貨物，還未收購歐洲ESPRIT 的香港ESPRIT
7.木地板，踏上去咯咯聲沒有陌生人的世界的Benetton
8.唱眼淚的小魔女范曉萱
9.銅鑼灣三越百貨下面的日式西餐廳(名字竟然忘了)
10.銅鑼灣京士頓街的Hot Shot及麒麟啤餐廳

仲有...

Tonight and Forever

Tonight and forever
Tonight and forever ,
Tonight and forever.

It's just another night another day,
Your heart is still so far away.
I need to be near,
I never thought that i would feel this way.
But now I know that i am sure.
I wish you were here.
I wanna be here right by your side.
I wanna be the only one.
Can I hold you tonight and forever.
Baby, it doesn't matter where you are,
We will never be apart.
I'll be there, tonight and forever.
It's doesn't matter where you stay,
I will hold you anyway in my heart,
Tonight and forever.
And everytime that you are by my side,
My heart is written oh so clear.
I feel like a child.
So hear me out and side.
Please don't get me around.
I do believe I will belong together my life.
I should have told you, but i didn't know how.
Wish I was holding you now.
Tonight and forever, tonight and forever.
I should have told you
Where you are, doesn't meater.
We won't be apart,
Tonight and forever.
Where you stay.
I will be there with you anyway.
Tonight and forever.
It doesn't matter where you are,
We will never be apart.
I'll be there, tonight and forever.
It doesn't matter where you stay,
I will hold you anyway in my heart,
Tonight and forever,
Tonight and forever.
Tonight and forever

季度回顧

已有三個月沒寫網誌,不是去了備戰奧運,不是天氣太熱要抖暑,是沒心情,因為太多事情發生,或可列舉下來作一季度回顧:

1.前男友結婚了,新娘不是我.哭了半個晚上,不為什麼,只因驚覺時光流逝不著痕跡,前塵往事一下子湧上了心頭.
2.男友家裡發生了大事,讓我煩惱不已.發現原來真的有一夜白髮這回事.
3.思想了整整一年,終於對前路有了一點眉目.對,只是一點眉目, 一個大方向而已.
4.說要今年內练好普通話,卻一點進展也沒有.
5.要溜冰,還未學會.
6.個人修為方面,倒是有一點點進步.人是比從前堅強了.
7.還有學會放下,希望能再長一點智慧.我不要小聰明.

待續..

領養小動物，為生活添添生趣.

一年

一年了. 其實我並沒有特別留神,只覺天氣開始炎熱,在彼岸生活的記憶也漸澌浮現,漸澌懷念.然而忽然那天,因要為出門的事而作安排,忽爾就翻到那個excel 檔案,心念一動,看看文件的最後存取日期 －－ 二零零七年六月十三日.

一年了.

原來差不多已經一年.當我還在不確定自己是否已從那不愉快的經驗中完全恢復過來,原來已經一年.我一直以放下這件事人生再出發為目標,因為我要擺脫它的陰霾,要move on. 我要放下它,不只是因為那是一件怎麼樣的事,而是因為 －－ 我要放下它.幼稚的我終於發現,原來人生是很多ups and downs 的.我要放下它,要move on, 因為我知道,在我餘下的人生中,它它它還是會常常出現的.要與它共存,並要manage它.

但明顯地,原來我還未ready.

原來這些事情對我的影響那麼大. 那天朋友說念力可以叫人排除萬難,看來我每天早上還是要早點起來,把振奮人心的口號叫一番.

我要企返起身,努力向前進發.