... and we kissed

原來唔係呀(暫時)

超開心!!!

我喜歡的一首五月天

是他很喜歡的一個樂團.

斷線

要斷線了. 真係要,不是說笑的. 今天,他告訴我要送我一份christmas gift.

好驚.看來,要發生的事始終要發生了.

我真的不想要.可不可以不送我?

Indefinitely

終生學習

細個好想快d大個,因為自覺好多野自己都識,想快d出來面對社會.

好一個自以為是的白痴妹.

原來,好多野,就算你讀到phd,你解決到四色問題,都唔一定會handle得到的.

包括面對一個你喜歡的人給你的surprise,內容可能是"btw,我下個月四號結婚."

唔該,唔好請我,我再大方得體,還是承受不來的.

放手

要放棄了.

在這期間,發生了一些讓我樂透的事. 我以為,事情真的要發生了.

之後,什麼也沒有發生.

同時,我也發現,有些曾經以為一輩子也抹不掉的感覺,那個"抹不掉"的理由,是自己賦予上去的,然後自己不停地reinforce. 沒什麼所謂的忘不了,忘記從來都是unconsicous 的,忘不了才是conscious.

I need to forget consciously.

某年仲夏

又是夏天，又想起那年夏天。

我第一次看見你，不是在去camp那天，是在之前的那個orientation。很想知道是誰人發明出來的玩意，去camp 之前要來個orientation。我好記得，當天我遲到了少許。因為我shy。你可能不那樣認為，但其實我是shy 到不得了的人。我遲是因為我好怕同陌生人認識打招呼，我想避開。 我記得在那個balcony那裡，我走上來時探頭向上望，看見了你們。然後在玩暖場遊戲中，你已經留意到我。

如果那年我生了一個女兒，她今年應該十六歲了。

我知道在當時的一群人中，留意你的，不止我一個，也不止我和她兩個。但到了今天，還把你留在心中想念，不停把我們的一切一切重溫重組，還有誰呢？連我自己也覺得這樣想念很過份，很過份。

一直也覺得佛家說緣這回事，說得很浪漫。前世五百次的回眸才換得今世的擦肩而過。我好想知道， 我前世是積累了多少次回眸，才換得與你今生的相識相知。

好浪漫。

而那個能夠獲得萬千寵愛在一身的人，他前世究竟做了什麼，今生可以有那麼多的人愛著他?

心里的狮子

心里的狮子

作词：姚若龙　作曲：陈小霞
演出：潘裕文　专辑：夏雨诗（EP）

一夕改变的命运　一夜长大的必须
渺小的自己　假装平静
巨大的孤寂　却骚动不已

我们紧握着手心　眼睛微笑成星星
在子夜轮替　守护指引
外面太冰冷　就披上风衣


带着站在心里的狮子　穿过更像丛林的城市
没有意志　就没有钥匙　能打开未来做最想做的事
跟着跑在心里的狮子　优雅但却勇敢地尝试
拥有支持　才拥有天使　完成我一个人做不到的事

有陪伴的人不害怕　不害怕的人最潇洒
只要迈的步伐够大　被贴的标签会飞走吧

又夢見他

可能昨天晚上臨睡前看過想過他的東西，所以又夢見他.今天心情特別好.

唔... 好白痴...

Interim review

半年結

1. 生意有d眉目<--- 未有,要積極d
2. 日文<--- 未學,但未必學,因為no.8.
3. 買樓<--- 又未,儲緊錢
4. 最遲2010結婚,因為想生2011 bb <--- 唔知呀!!!
5. 繼續教書 <--- 應該會,同埋我都enjoy
6. 買車 <--- 應該會, 因為想服侍家人
7. 講好d普通話 <--- 想搵個人做language exchange
8. 讀書 <--- yes! 就快開學啦啦隊 好期待...
9. 運動 <--- 都開始緊
10. 寫作 <--- 亦都開始緊

都唔係太差.可以control 的事我都努力當中.我需要鼓勵!

我說過要你快樂 - 吳國敬

喜歡一個人

喜歡一個人，就是有他在的場合，你會特別開心.

是真的.

有人說這樣很sweet. Well, it depends.

謝謝你給了我一個愉快的晚上，Mr 18.



從不知

曲：郭小霖
詞：林振強
編：郭小霖

曾經跟千片葉
飄進微冷的秋
紅的葉風中翻飛
爭先前去親你
如今身邊暖夏
雖已塗去了秋
紅的葉心中翻飛
彷彿仍要找你
從不知從不知
何解你充塞我所思
陽光中無枯枝
何解我心中有秋意
還須多少片葉
飄過微冷的秋
才不用偷偷憶起
秋中微笑的你

我唔寂寞但我感到孤獨

繼續 copy and paste

You Crave a Remarkable Life

Your dream is to live an interesting, challenging, surprising life. You want to change and grow. You believe life is short, and there's more to see and learn than you could ever imagine. You don't want to waste time or be stagnant. If you feel bored, then it's probably time to get moving. You want to live a life full of people, places, ideas, and experiences. You desire many amazing memories.

The Sunset Test

Copy and paste 呢 d test 都唔錯,慳水慳力....

似d樣....

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie... Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act You're the type of woman that men love to chase But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

Do Men Find You a Challenge?

仲驚....

Your Heart is Feeling Indifference

Your heart is pretty much on hiatus right now. You're not particularly interested in love, and you're cultivating a sort of romantic apathy. Whether you've been burned badly or you're just burned out, your heart is cold to passion. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: A bit of cold heartedness Your current outlook on love: Detached and stoic - you try to analyze love from a logical perspective Your love life will improve if you: Open up a little. Stepping back can help you find peace with your emotions, but it can also make you repress them. Watch out for: Too much cynicism. Indifference can lead you down a dark path.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

真的嗎？

It's Rather Easy For You to Fall in Love

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

我應該去查案

昨天晚上很偶然地給我無意中發現他的她的網誌.唔,她是一個很單純的女孩.

忽然之間對他的感覺淡了. 我想我對自己的了解多了.

結論: 最愛的永遠是得不到的那一個.

You Are a Classic Martini

You are a sophisticated drinker, who knows that quality is underrated. You're a knowledgeable drunk, but sometimes you're a know-it-all when you're blasted. You should never: Drink and gossip. You tend to forget who's standing right behind you! Your ideal party: Has a real bartender...though no one mixes a better drink than you. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Chocolate Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Margarita Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

今天

今天你給我傳短訊,意外地.

我開心,跟自己說'finally'.

然後我們談別人的很多,我也盡力地在演我的好友角色.是真的在演,真的把心理也調教到那個friend過打band的朋友身份上.

對,我從來都是口不對心的.

你今天說人大了再不能說乖,我想和你說我是一個好人.一直地扮演那好友的角色,縱使戲份不多.

好朋友,可是你不知道,今天我上班遲到了.因為你,我眷戀著那個夢鄉.

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude You've got lots of it - and you love to give it A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

Your Colors Say You Are Quirky

When you are at peace, you are: Giving and unselfish When you are moved to act, you are: Unorthodox and idealistic When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Totally in the moment Your life's purpose is: To change the world

The Ultimate Color Test

新年新計劃

1. 生意有d眉目
2. 日文
3. 買樓
4. 最遲2010結婚,因為想生2011 bb
5. 繼續教書
6. 買車
7. 講好d普通話
8. 讀書
9. 運動
10. 寫作

To be continued...

Happy New Year